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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Sometimes...
What irks me sometimes is the fact that most of the time people are not open to new things. I'll give you an example : Music. When i get my hands on new music, i usually like to share it with people because it's just my nature. If that makes me a show off, then i suppose your perception of 'sow off' is just screwed. Moving on, sometimes people totally shut me off when i tell them about it, or just completely ignore me. Fine, maybe they don't like it. Then one fine day this song gets some air-time. Then suddenly all these people start to like that one particular song. That one particular song that at one moment, only i seemed to care about. We are all major contradictions to ourselves. Same goes to food. I don't understand the craze for Ria Ayam Penyet. I'll say it again, i DON'T get it. It isn't the best tasting around, but yet people rave about it as though you're alien if you haven't tried it. My guess is these people ONLY ate Ayam Penyet either once, or always at the same place. Why? They're afraid of new things. In turn, they shut other suggestions out and continue to live in their own shell. Perhaps different people have different preferences. But if it's because they've never tried anything else, then that just doesn't make sense. On my part, i'll stop being this "show off".
8:56 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
1,2,3 peter, paul and mary, gettin' down with 3P, everybody loves UHHH.
She looks weird in almost every scene, but i'm addicted to this song.
2:01 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009
This post is pure bitchiness.
First of all, i know that the last line is a LOLLER, but i have to remain courteous, yes? And i know no one cares whether i was watching Lady Gaga or not, i just had to add it in. I'm trying to be specific here. I was livid. You should have seen my face i wanted to rip apart her face! So i waited for a few days and the REPLY came this morning! Check this out :
Awwww Sally Booo.... :'( At least there's an APOLOGY. Though i still find it so annoying that i was the one who was being reprimanded for this. I'll still continue to watch YouTube in the library for all i care. Seriously, am i the only one who would complain?
10:13 AM
Thursday, November 05, 2009
What did i get?
  
10:11 AM
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Why the internet can be evil.
I personally think that life would be shit without Facebook, twitter, YouTube and the equivalent. Really, i think people might just curl up in a ball and die of boredom. I wonder how it's like in the olden days when there was NO sms, twitter and MSN. I think to myself : How the hell do they live like that? When i wake up, i send an sms to Babe, twit through my phone and check my FB. Mind you this is within 10 minutes from the time i rise. While people in the past were feeding chickens and getting water out of wells to shower, only to realise that you'll have to get more while you're halfway done, we are in our beds, relying on this small little device that was once invented solely to make phone calls. And while all these seems fun, it has it's consequences. If you don't know what i mean, i'll sum it up for you. GLOBAL WARMING a.k.a we are killing ourselves indirectly (and enjoying the journey). Let's just put that dark topic aside, i just want to point out the fact that while things like Facebook and Twitter and Blogger keep you in touch, it's equally dangerous. Think about this way. When you want to plan an event for your friends and don't want that one person you detest to find out, you'll have to be discreet because he can find out. Or say when your friends go out without asking you along and you only find out through photos. Or maybe someone puts up a status that's obviously meant for you. See what i mean? It's dangerous. While it helps you keep in touch, it's also a tool might ruin your relationship with the people you initially wanted to 'keep in touch' with. I bet there are those times when some of you just wanna rant about this person but can't because he/she might read your blog/twitter. Yes, you can privatise it, but that takes out the fun, doesn't it? And when you remove this particular person from your friend's list, it could be social suicide when people find out. See what i mean? If you don't have a FB account, you'll be deprived, but when you have it and something like the ones i mentioned happens, then you wish you didn't have an account to begin with. It's extremely complicated. But heck we're not giving a hoot about it. Like the video during DVPA said : Web 2.0 is us. Why do we do this to ourselves? If you think about it, we've dug a pit and are sitting in it, waiting to just die. We humans are so complicated.
4:11 PM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Want some keropok?
 Yes my fellow readers, that's yours truly!  What can i say? This movie is probably one of my all-time favourites!
9:17 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Guess
 How dare they put a goddess beside a whore and ask who looks better!
6:38 PM
Through the lens
You know i've been thinking alot lately, and i realise that i no longer have a hobby. This might be surprising for most of you who know me well, but really, i totally have no interest in doing anything currently. And it's sad, it really is. I used to be crazy about Photography -give me a camera and i'll be snapping photos like a crazy bitch, seriously. Somehow the excitement has disappeared. I see a camera in front of me and i stare at it, instead of touching it, looking at it's features and then finally taking photos before putting it back down when my psychotic mind decides that's enough for today. I blame my lack of access to cameras, or rather the lack of the camera itself. I'm no longer desperate to take photos. I find it a normal thing and i no longer have the drive to try and compose nice photographs. I remember that there were even occassions when i would actually borrow a camera from someone just so that i can get photos of a certain event. I go through that extent and i guess i'm tired of that. I'm tired of being so desperate. If it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Accepting the harsh reality was hard, but i suppose it's better than trying so hard every single day. Which is probably the reason why i didn't join the SP Photograph club. Why should i anyway? It's full of people with DSLRs and here i am using ...nothing. I might as well go take photos alone, or maybe drop the idea as a whole. That being said, i find it surprising that i no longer go crazy when i get to test out cameras at Courts, which is a clear contrast from how it was in the past. I guess things change for the better or for the worst. I hope this is a good one.
6:13 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
What,s up?
I don't know what's up with life. One day you're at your peak; you feel on top of the world, you feel like you can do anything possible, and then the next day you feel down. You feel like there's no hope. You feel like you're the only one who understands you and then you start feeling depressed and disturbed. And while this is going on inside our heads, things around us are changing. I see life as a game. It's as though some imaginary force is controlling us, and it's our responsibility to make sure that we survive. Think about it. There are earthquakes, floods, famine, war, terrorists, and these bring about deaths in a vast number of countries. It's as though something out there is bound to kill all of us in some way, but we just don't know it. And they do it to other people to give us a warning. A warning that your life might be taken away sooner than you think. Even worse, if you live to watch your loved ones go. Right in front of your very own eyes. But you can't change this. You think you can, you want to. There's no way. It's a variable that's not controllable. All you can do is to go through everyday in this sick game called 'life' and make the best of it. Bring out the best in yourself. Make yourself and your parents proud. Do your best as a human and help. You may never know when it's Game Over. You just have to keep on pushing. I find it odd that this world is never free of problems -and heck it would be stranger if it was. There's always something that can fuck you up in some way. And when you have a period of happiness, treasure it. Seize every opportunity before life decides to fuck it up again. Life is never smooth, there will always be problems and it's our job to do the best to counter it. It's a scary world. As i speak, the thought of someone suffering else where scares me. I am disturbed and emotionally heavy. Sometimes i feel like giving up everything i have just so that the ones who are living such traumatising lives and myself would be equal. But then i decide against it because if i do, where am i going to stay? Where am i going to get back money to survive? And the best part? The result of these questions are always me, deciding to put the thought somewhere else and moving on with my own life, because i'm too afraid to do it. What difference will it make anyway? However, i often forget that someone out there is asking the exact same questions, and they can't put it away. That's their life. I find this sick and cruel. I don't even know what else to say.
8:03 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Acceptance
I've realised that the only way to be a confident person is to be comfortable in your own skin and most importantly, ACCEPT who you are as an individual. No, i'm not working for Adam Khoo, but the only reason why i brought this up is because i really feel that everyone deserves to feel good about themselves and that we don't have the right to take such happiness away from them. Now i sound like i'm an apprentice for Tyra Banks. But seriously guys, today i was travelling to school like any other day when i saw someone like me having esteem issues. The only similarity between me and him is yes, you guessed it, our SIZE.  He's only slightly bigger than me but yet he lacks the self-esteem, and it got me thinking. How is it that i'm as big as him but i am able to handle criticism and have confidence whereas he can't? For me, i've learnt to accept who i am and bring out the best in myself. I mean really i have had really really harsh criticism in my life about my size and yes, there are moments when all i wanted to do was curl up in a ball and wait for someone to come and sympathise. That was then. I figured, why do that when you can look at it in a whole new perspective? It's all about having the confidence to actually JOKE about yourself. I don't mean that by dressing up like a clown and making a fool of yourself, but rather learn to criticise yourself- and not be upset about it. I'm living proof that you can be as fat as hell and still have the confidence to show people that i can handle such criticisms and that it wouldn't affect me. When people call you a fat pig, it's an exaggeration, but more importantly, it's a FACT. Instead of being in a fairytale world and cry to talking flowers and bugs, why not look in the mirror and actually accept the ugly truth? (pun intended) You can't lie to yourself forever. You can't live your life everyday trying to convince yourself that you're like Megan Fox or like Jude Law. It doesn't work like that. It's when you understand yourself that you will see how great life is not having to deal with what people think of you. And mind you, there's a fine line between being confident and thick-skinned! Fat people of the world, don't worry. Even the skinniest of human beings can be thick-skinned. We have fat under our skin, what's their excuse? So what's the bottom line? Basically, when they call you an ugly pig, just laugh la because it's true! ...this of course, is unless you actually have a snout. Then we have a problem.
8:28 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Lazy
10:55 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Surprised
Two reasons why i'm sharing this video : 1) Check out the part that the dancers had to LIFT her up!!! Hahahahah! They were like "Ok guys, hold on strong ok? 1....2...3? Siolah berat siak!" Hahahah! 2) Just wanna show you guys that despite her still being able to sing well, she ridicules herself with stupid performances like these. ~ Moving on to more relevant topics, SCHOOL STARTED! I don't really have photos of school (surprising, i know, but deal with it) but i have ALOT to say about it. So if you're not in the mood for words, go to ONTD now. Aniwae, i've been enjoying all the modules! Lessons are more interesting and i find myself more engaged in classes as the days go by, which is actually the usual thing. Until the projects start piling and the assignments never end. That's when we reach breaking point. But personally, that is way better than being cooked up at home and not doing anything. I can safely say that: Work and Stress > Idling Which reminds me, i need to stop assuming that everyone is like DMC students. I went for my GEMS just now (which is Film Appreciation btw) and i had a rude shock when the people in there were not how i expect them to be. We're all in a module called Film Appreciation and thus, i expected people who were opinionated, outgoing, insightful and fun. Instead, i met people who were so boring, uninspiring and hollow. It felt really frustrating. And yes, i was livid after the class was over. Never in my life have i ever went through a "Group Discussion" which ended up being me being the only fool talking. How can people who entered this course have ZERO interest in this field? I understand that maybe they didn't want the course. Still? There were groups who had such deep, intriguing discussions and who gave such intelligent observations and there i was left in a dull, idle group. I was ashamed to tell you the truth. So i suppose i have to adjust myself to that. I've been too comfortable working with people who are of the same frequency as me that i tend to forget that people with different personalities actually walk on the face of this planet. Perhaps it was my fault for expecting too much. Or is it?
6:07 PM
Totally
This is a test post. If it works, it means i can blog from Anne!
5:52 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
This post is for the Melayuuuss!
    YES UNLIMITED SMSSS!!!!                     Halfway through his performance he did this :         Fangirls out there, yes you can take this picture and crop your head in it, whatever floats your boat.        And that was the end of the event!
2:36 PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
I wanna cook like Julie
So while i am aware that i have posted this before, i just wanna post it again because it's my favourite cooking experience TO DATE! And yes, the title of the post is "I wanna cook like Julie" because i CAN'T cook, hence i brought in semi-professional help, my sister :  Who by then was already 6-month pregnant! I she can do it, it doesn't give you (or me) an excuse to not! Moving on, the plan was to cook : Tortilla Wraps! So here are some snapshots of the ingredients!  Capsicums!  Beautiful cherry tomatoes which tastes different from how the look! So we wanted to cook two types of salsa, beef salsa and chicken salsa! So what we did was we boiled the chicken breasts!  And look at this!  Yes my friends, that IS FAT! Which reminds me, sialah my whole body is full of that shit. If it's so difficult to cut if off the beef imagine it's like to lose all that fats? The only solution? Keep them la! (HAHA)   Eeeeewwwwwww. But it looks delish when it's cooked with black pepper sauce!  Ya, ikr? For the base, we blended together onions and the capsicums, vinegar etc!    Oh love this shot!  Yes, i do agree it looks like puke. In fact, it felt as though i was trying out someone's puke! And it didn't help that the puke looked like the person just had some chilli dogs!  Mmmhmm. And capsicums actually looks rather wrong :  Think Primary 6 science textbooks about reproduction. Are we on the same page? So since the base is done, we then added in the beef and cooked it!    The Singaporean Nigella Lawson haha!   Look at the colours! Gorgeous isn't it?  And there we have it! Beef and chicken salsa! Now all we need is the tortilla wraps!  TA-DA! We had to heat it up in the microwave for 60 seconds! Meanwhile, we worked on a drink to quench everyone's thirst! Well it's not really making, more to just adding the flavour, that extra Oomph! if you know what i mean!  Slice them lemons, add them to tea and VIOLA you get something that's so good and so refreshing you wanna keep it in a bottle and bring it wherever you go!   If you're thinking "that's so easy, i can do that also what!" The only question is, have you been doing that? Yah, i know.  So while the tortilla wraps are getting warm and toasty, we set up everything on the dinner table to smear and spread the goodness of salsa!  It's a simple task, really! Step 1, add in the mayo!  Step 2, add in the beef/chicken/pork (if you are not a muslim duh don't say i'm bad influence!)    And the final product!  TA-DA!!!!  It's simple, it looks good and it tastes divine!  Look at the happy faces! And that, my friends is my favourite cooking experience EVER!!! So if this post has motivated you to cook, or made you hungry (which is the effect on me right now), then what are you waiting for? GO CATCH JULIE AND JULIA!  Yes most of you must have caught it bla bla bla, but for those who have yet to catch it, please do! May all of you be legendary cooks someday! (So that i can get free food hehe)
2:55 PM
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